to feel pretty is nearly impossible

It's only been one week since I've been home, and I already can't stand the weather here. I swear it's impossible to feel pretty here. Makeup melts off. I sweat from every pore (attractive, yes, i know). My clothes smell like pollution and sweat after a short scooter ride. And my hair just frizzes in a matter of minutes. See how my hair is already wavy? Well it was stick straight when I left the house this morning. I'm trying really hard to not complain, but I just feel like since being back I have been hit with a wave of negativity. I am trying so hard to look on the bright side of things, but for some reason Taiwan has a way of kicking me in the shins and continously knocking me down. I have no idea what I did to deserve such bad luck, but I have made a promise to myself to be happy, no matter what shit Taiwan decides to throw at me.