I have been in a state of a million emotions lately. I feel a bit overwhelmed with the decisions that I have to make in the upcoming days...mostly dealing with whether or not to take the job in Shanghai.
Because I'm consumed with "what should I do with my life" kind of thoughts, the other aspects my life have gone neglected. The last two weeks have flown by and yet, I feel like I have nothing to show for them. I have neglected most of my responsibilities and feel like I've just been floating through life. I haven't followed up on other jobs, written thank you notes, or shipped out packages to friends and family that have been on my To-Do list for weeks. I don't have the energy to blog. I finally shaved my legs yesterday after a 3 week hiatus. And I haven't worked out in WEEKS. And as you can see from the picture, my physical appearance has also been neglected. I've been wearing my hair in a bun and my dorky glasses (and with no make-up) almost every day. I hate looking in the mirror, but have no time or energy to fix this. So much has gone neglected because I'm simply too consumed with the decisions I have to make in the next few days.
So many people tell me I should follow my gut. But following my gut is not always the "smart" choice. But maybe this time I'll have to follow my heart, and not necessarily follow the "smart" path.
If I were you, I would take the job in Shanghai. They always say .... : The best time to look for a job, is when you have one ! Who knows, maybe that opportunity will turn into something even better than you expected. You always have the option to look for other jobs ....but take this one ! The perfect job DOES NOT exist....trust me..!!!
Posted by: Bahar | May 10, 2011 at 02:03 AM