The longest week ever ended up with the hardest weekend ever. I've had a rough few days, with little tiny spurts of happiness here and there. If that makes any sense. I've barely slept. On average about 3-4 hours a day for the last 8 days. I'm exhausted, but I can't stop moving. I have so much to do, but no desire to do it. I'm constantly starving, but nothing sounds appetizing. I think I've lost like 4 lbs because of this and I hate it. I miss working out but I can't find time to do it. Nothing feels right and I don't know how to fix it. Oh the joys of growing up and growing stronger. I just hope November brings peace of mind and peace of heart.
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